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Hopeful Romantic

by Ron Romanovsky

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1.
When we met in San Francisco I thought it was just a fling I never thought this passion Would amount to anything But you took down my address And the number of my phone But what good is an address When I am never home? So you buzzed me down in Florida Then I rang you up from Maine But I really knew our love was true When I called you from the airplane chorus: And the telephone company loves me As much as I love you They love it when I call collect They love it when I dial direct They don't care if we never rendezvous Well at first only called you Maybe once or twice a week But the more I fell in love with you I couldn't wait til we would speak Now we've talked in every city From Seattle to St. Paul 'Cause until I've said goodnight to you I cannot sleep at all And Ithink of you with longing Each and every time I sing I can't recall your face at all But I can recognize your ring (chorus) I want a phone inside your briefcase I want a phone inside your car So I can always reach you No matter where you are And I dream about a future time When you'll travel by my side The cost to fly would be just as high As these bills from MCI (chorus)
2.
Sacrifices 03:06
You say your love is strong Your feelings ever true You send me poems and sweet love letters Trying to get me to fall in love with you You say you'd cross an ocean To show me how you feel But would you let me go shopping with your MasterCard To prove your love is real ‘Cause the ocean's cold And the water's wide And I may need some warmer clothing While I'm waiting on the other side You say your love is infinite A river that goes on and on But I am not so sure my darling That your arms are where I do belong You say you'd climb a mountain To show that you're sincere But would you learn to love my parents If I let you call me "dear" ‘Cause the mountain's high And the climb is steep And you'll probably want to go there When they come to visit for a week You know that love is never easy Love is sacrifice Are you just trying to tease me Or are you ready to pay the price? Romance can be so thrilling But love aint just a movie scene Are you completely willing To go through the bullshit in between? You say you'd cross the desert To show that you will stay But will you scour and scrub the bathroom To steal my heart away 'Cause the desert's hot It's dusty and so dry And you may need a nice cool shower That is, if you make it back alive
3.
I touch the flower and it speaks to me In a language of perfection, silently I lift the petals to my nose And know that I behold arose But some things are not so easy to define I question them all the time chorus: Am I in love with you? Am I in love with love? Is this the kind of stuff they say that dreams are made of? I don't know what to think I don't know what to do But when I hear a love song I think of you I climb the mountains of New Mexico High up where the juniper and pinon grow I feel the earth beneath my feet In a place where body and spirit meet I wish the other things I long to understand Would present themselves as plainly in my hand (chorus) One man's truth is another man's lie One woman's happiness Could make another cry The greatest wisdom Can't be found on any shelf 'Cause you would not believe it Til you've lived it for yourself I touch your heart to heart and skin to skin I taste your passion And I dare to drink you in I hear the strength within your voice And I'm unafraid to make this choice No other man has ever come this close To answering the question I ask the most (chorus)
4.
I go dancing at the disco Whenever I'm lonely and depressed But it doesn't help I just feel sorry for myself 'Cause I'm the only one without a pumped up chest So I go slamming with the punkers Whenever I feel angry and mean But I'm too polite, and my hair's not spiked And it's brown instead of pink and green Oh I save slow dancing for romancing And I boogie when it's time to take my leave But when I meet a guy With a sparkle in his eye I take out my accordion and polka! I go clogging with the cowboys Whenever I need the exercise But I always trip, or step in pig shit And that's when my enthusiasm dies Oh I save slow dancing for romancing And I boogie when it's time to take my leave But when I meet a boy Who fills my heart with joy I take out my accordion and polka! Oh, life is a party, so let's all dance! There's no need to be alone We'll have bread and kielbasa And a glass of vodka And then we'll polka til the cows come home Oh I save slow dancing for romancing And I boogie when it's time to take my leave But when I meet a man And he wants to hold my hand I take out my accordion and polka! Oh...life is a picnic, so take it slow! You've already paid the rent We'll have sauerkraut and noodles And apple strudels And then we'll polka to our heart's content I do the fox trot when I'm feeling mighty hot But when I'm happy, I really like to polka Oh I just take out my accordion and polka 'Cause when I'm happy...I like to polka!
5.
Hey there, Mister I'm new in town I'm lookin’ for something to do Yes, I'm open to more than suggestions Won't you tell me, how about you? Well my dance card has plenty of openings So if your evenings are free Baby, take advantage of me I've been watching my life through a window Been wanting to come out and play And now I've finally run out of excuses For not taking time for aholiday So if you're in need of diversion And if you like what you see Baby, take advantage of me Take my heart Shake my heart Make my heart spin Awake my heart Partake of my heart Break my heart in It's been a long, long, restless Winter But now the Spring has arrived And don't you know I'm in the mood for some living 'Cause I'm finally feeling mighty alive I'm so tired of resisting temptation I'm ready to go on a spree So baby, take advantage of me
6.
Why do I even turn my head To your fancy smiles at me You're a portrait of a lover That I know will never be The way you look at me, well I can never understand All the words you leave unspoken Or the face behind the man chorus: 'Cause you seem so untouchable So flawless and so fine To get away with loving you Would be the perfect crime You can surround me all at once Your presence it fills the air But when I look into your eyes You're never really there I know I will survive If I never get to call you mine But if you touch me once Well then I think I'll need it all the time (chorus) You make me want to give And you're the only one I see But for all of your perfection I'm afraid that you're too good to ever want me (chorus)
7.
If Gershwin were writing this tune He'd sit at the piano and croon Love songs unbroken In rhymes yet unspoken Of starry-eyed lovers with hearts full of moon But I'm the one writing this song With a resume not quite as long I stop and I stutter I spout and I sputter Knowing my track record's not quite so strong You can't write a love song When you're not in low There's no heart, there's no soul There's no love to the sound And anyone will tell you that to do it well Your heart must be broken and battered around So don't despair if you're just not inspired If your voice or your pen are too tired Though it may feel terrific To be so prolific There's also a measure of sadness required So if you don't feel a tune coming on And your heart's beating healthy and strong It could mean no one's used it Or broken or bruised it It could mean there's not enough wrong You won't wax poetic If you're apathetic There's also a measure of sadness required
8.
Battle Scars 04:48
The times I need you most Are the times I want to run It seems I can't be close And still be one Long ago I drifted away To a secret hiding place Now there's no more need to run But I still like to escape The times I want you most Are the times I shut you out I’m so afraid to trust Even more afraid to doubt Long ago I built walls From enemies and fate Now those foes have disappeared But I still hallucinate chorus: Old wounds heal hard They don't stop hurting Some wounds never heal Making it harder to feel I can't feel a goddamn thing sometimes The times I love you most Are the times I can be cruel I don't know how to love I never learned the rules Long ago I learned to fight Learned too well I'm afraid Now there’s no more need for weapons But my ammunition remains (chorus)
9.
Guilt Song 01:54
What takes all your virtue Destroys it in a flash? What keeps you from forgiving And holds on to the past? What contaminates the soil Makes all your petals wilt? You know the answer is guilt You might have gotten it from preachers Or from your teachers too Or was it an inheritance Your parents gave to you? Did they say you're undeserving Do you play it to the hilt? You know the reason is guilt It's a man-made emotion With a sweet and sour taste As toxic and as useless As nuclear waste How long will you go on? How long will you wait? Before you will surrender To love instead of hate What is it that helps your wildest dreams From being built? You know the poison is guilt You know the answer is guilt
10.
It's been along journey for two broken hearts And we've come along way in pulling apart We've talked 'til we're hoarse And cried ‘til we've laughed And started to tear our belongings in half And now it appears all that’s left to divide Are the people who think That they have to take sides When a couple breaks up It's hard on their friends So let's make it easy on them And... You take John and I'll take Sean John and I never did get along But I get Jim because I've slept with him And I already wrote him a song But if you take Barry Don't leave me with Gary Their relationship is over my head If they take different sides It may come to knives And one of them will end up dead One for you, one for me... Now what about Kirk He's been kind of a jerk Though of course he always means to be kind But one more night of his radiant light And I could go out of my mind Then there's Billy who makes me ill He's constantly calling us day after day That menage a trois was a dreadful faux pas And now he just won't go away One for you, one for me... Who have you wanted Who have you been haunted by Who's been a family Who's been a friend Who drives you crazy Who makes you angry Who would you prefer to never see again? Now it's gonna be hard For me to let go of Gerard But I can accept that it's what I must do 'Cause he’s your ex-lover And just like a mother He's very protective of you But as for me and my buddy Stevie There’s no disputing that we're old college friends He's the truest of blue And though he's been nice to you Don't expect him to do it again Sort through the memories, address books and names Is this for real or is this just a game? To Barry and Billy, Gerard and the rest I'll say my goodbyes and I'll hope for the best But who knew it would be as depressing as this? I can let go of you, but these friends I will miss So if there’s still time let’s forget what we’ve said And just stay together instead! One for you, one for me...
11.
Every time I see you You've got a song for me A lyric with a clever rhyme Or a pretty melody There's a song on your piano There's a song on my guitar And there's always been a song for you A song for you in my heart I can only wonder Try to second guess If there's love within your music You're trying to express When it comes loan unfinished symphony Well, a chorus in search of a song There at the top of the chart Is the song for you in my heart There's no need for sadness No time for regret Though we can't be lovers We can still duet And since we're not together We'll never have to part I'll always have a song for you A song for you in my heart I'll always have a song for you A song in my heart
12.
These Things 04:15
Love letters from across the sea Reminders of a sweet affair They keep alive the memory Of secret pleasures men can share These things I do respect Perfect moments I collect These things aren't mean to last They live mostly in the past But they make it all seem worthwhile And they never fail to make me smile The rose I placed upon your bed The time we spoke our first goodbye When no words needed to be said 'Cause they would only be a lie These things I do adore Gifts that leave you wanting more These things so torn and tragic Every bit so full of magic They make it all seem worthwhile And they never fail to make me smile I fall in love, l fall apart With my romantic heart Now you could say that I'm a hopeless case Or a hopeful romantic on a never-ending chase A single glance that lit the spark A fire that burned for seven years And still it flickers in the dark lnviting us to shed our fears These are the things I treasure Precious jewels of stolen pleasure Like shadows in the sand You cannot hold them in your hand But they make it all seem worthwhile And they never fail to make me smile

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released January 1, 1992

Produced by Teresa Trull
Executive Producer: Ron Romanovsky

Engineered by Dave Luke and Tom Size
Mixed by Tom Size
Additional Engineering by Stephen Hart, Eric Thompson and Michael Semanick

Mastered by George Horn at Fantasy Studios, Berkeley
Recorded and Mixed January 13-31, 1992 at Fantasy Studios

Photography: John Connolly/San Francisco (Shot in New Mexico)
Art Direction: Romanovsky

All songs published by Bodacious Music (ASCAP) except "A Measure Of Sadness" published by Bodacious Music and Art Food Music (ASCAP) and "A Song In My Heart" published by Bodacious Music and Aboveground Music (BMI). All rights reserved. Lyrics reprinted by permission.

I would like to express my overflowing gratitude and appreciation to all the musicians for their time and talent; to Dave, Tom and the staff at Fantasy Studios for being so great to work with; and especially to Teresa for her enthusiasm from the start, her polka sensibility, and for taking these songs farther than I could have dreamed them.

Additional thanks must go to Jeff Noodleman, Bob Wempner, Donn Mumma and Russ Barefield for their support in making this album; John Connolly, for the beautiful photos, the O'Farrell Street Oasis, and for being my friend for 14 years; Lori Kenschaft, for your help in sorting out the songs: and Mark Senjamin, for Freshening up the Fruit.

Lots of love and thanks to Stephen Hill for the title "Hopeful Romantic" and for being one.

Extra special thanks and affection to Paul for ten years of songwriting lessons and for the faith, trust and the room to make this album on my own and at the same time for being there every step of the way.

© 1992 Fresh Fruit Records

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Romanovsky & Phillips Santa Fe, New Mexico

Romanovsky & Phillips were the first “out and proud” American gay male musical duo to
achieve national acclaim. From 1982-1999, an era when gay artists often hid their sexual orientation, this duo performed songs which openly celebrated their lives as gay men.

With tight harmonies and memorable melodies, their sassy and inspired songs uniquely capture the gay experience of those decades.
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